Friday, July 27, 2007

All About ME

Hey my name is kendra,
you can say i had some what a tough life and i am willing to share it with you.
When I was first born i was in and out of homes at my grand parents homes. My mom had me back at her parents at her house and then for a while i was at his parents home. Then when i was about 3-5 around that age i moved in to this big 3- story house that i absolutley loved. I had a puppy named nicky and a puppy named major and nicky was my moms and major was more the family dog. I have two wonderful brothers Richard and william my moms name is Crystal and my dads name is Richard my brother was named after my dad and my brother william was named after my uncle Bill. I was not named after anyon except my middle name wich is lynn.
I had a great life then my dad started to get verbuly abuseive and we did not like even though i got away with alot of things when it came to getting my brothers in trouble. Then my Dad got too abusive and so my started to live and not come back and i got really scared that my dad was going to hurt me then when i was around 10 my took me too my aunts in mansfield and she said she would be back to get me but she did not come back and i was really scared and the next morning when she came back she seat my brothers down and told them and she did not want to tell me that
Her and my dad was seperated and she thought i would cry forever and i think i cryed for about 10 mins. Then i think i tried to run away about ten times but i never made it out of the front yard. Then my mom took me home to get some cloths and toys so i can intertan myself then we figuered we did not want to stay at my aunts brcause they had alot of alcoholics there so my mom took us home and then she did not want to stay thier incase my dad showed up she did not want us to see him because she thought we might attach to him and not want him to leave. My dad went to live in marion and we stayed at my grandparents and we were droven to school every day. We stayed thier for about a month then i stared to miss my house so we went home and then my mom started to let us talk to our dad.Then we started to go see hi m every other weekend and then my dad and mom started to talk about it and i thought they would get back togeather but they never did. I then started to take it out on my mom that she would not let my dad back at our house. Then i stayed with my dad for like forever then my grandma got mad that we were thier and my dad wasent so he moved to y aunts and we went thier to stay except when he went fishing we went to our grandparents. Then we wernt allowed back because my grandparents said we wernt in a good place then i did not see or hear from my dad for about a month then it was christmas.My dad came ove to tell us that he had a new girlfriend (Laura) and some new awsome step children that was not even his because he did not marry laura. Then my dad told us that my grandpa died and I hated my dad for not haveing us go to the funeral and then my mom said i was going to go stay with my dad and i had to go even though i hated laura. Well i got use to that life then my dad got so caught up on drugs and (Laura) he did not want enything to do with me. he like the boys but he wanted nothing to do with me .so we stoped seeing him for 2 years and then every ounce in awhile we would go see him for about 2 days come home he would say he was coming in a week to get us but never called know i am 15 going on 16 and i have not seen him sience december and it is June. By that time we moved to Mt. Vernon and my brothers started to get in trouble and i was always running aroun my mom was never home and i depended on my friends moms. then two years later when i was 14 going on 15 i moved back to mount gilead and i have two great friends that i always go to when i need someone to talk to they are awsome. Thats my life so far i hope it gets better and every day ithink it is all i can do is pray to god and give it all to him and i love that he is thier foe me and i thank him for that
-Kendra Lynn Burch-